Scene #1: Stink

For this scene, i want to experience smell. i once said that i am incredibly turned on by senses: sight, sound, smell, taste, touch. i long for extreme sensations, and well as its opposite: sensory deprivation. For this scene, it's all about my nose. i want to be tied up and flooded with odors. And i want to stink myself... strong stench that i can't escape since i'm in bondage and the smell is coming from myself.

i have a photo i've jacked off to at least a dozen times. It's a guy going through an initiation... he is sitting on the ground, his hands tied behind his back, and he head bowed. His entire face is wrapped around and around with plastic wrap. Inside the wrap is something... i don't know but i can imagine. Rotten meat, fish heads, animal shit, mildew, strong cheese, dead animals, ammonia, vinegar, molasses. All fermenting for weeks outside. The poor guy is destroyed... his whole position is one of dejection. He doesn't know how long he will be kept like this, and he is struggling to fight for air through the plastic, sucking in rancid air through the mass of sluge and stink in his plastic hood.

The initiation also has "buckets". As you can imagine, it's a bucket full of the worst things imaginable. Again, the buckets have been prepared weeks in advance. Things are growing in there, maggots, worms. The poor victim is tied on all fours, his head stuck in the bucket. His head is locked to the bucket... he can't get away, his hands connected to the instrument of his torture, holding the slime in the bucket inches from his face. Meanwhile, his naked ass is subject to the rudest tortures: ass fucking, dildos, enemas, fists, electro, toys. Stuff him with more filth and when he shits it out, it all gets poured onto the back of his head to add to the mess in the bucket.

The scene ends when the slave has had enough. He is put to bed... but not cleaned up first. He is tied up securely in his rank plastic and smelly clothes to see if he can sleep like that. He will stay that way. I've heard that the human nose will eventually get used to any stink. I long to find out if that is actually true.

Scene #2: Puke scene

I head about a scene at Thunder in the Rockies done by Frank Theis. Frank is into puke. The poor boy was tied to a chair, and force fed a lot of things. All the things the boy ate eventually came back up. The boy had to learn what it was like to puke up liquid, soft food, runny food. The demo had fun touched like making the boy swallow yogurt dyed with blue and red food coloring, only to puke it up as purple. I want to experience having a gastric tube inserted nasally and having my belly expand by force. There was more to the demo... it went on and on.

Scene #3: Dog shit

Ordered to pick up a whole yard full of dog shit with bare hands
Hold a baggie full of dog shit in mouth as a gag
Eat dog shit
Stuff dog shit up ass, hold it in with a big buttplug for a long time
Smear face with dog shit
Smear body with dog shit head to toe, then put normal clothes over it and go shopping outside
Hold dog shit in mouth while getting fucked in the ass
Fill adult diaper with dog shit and wear it
Chew dog shit into a slurry, spit it out into a bowl
Collect 100 baggies of dog shit from a local park (500? 1000?). Fill up bathtub
Pick up a whole yard full of dog shit with mouth
Cook dog shit up with food
Fill rubber boots with dog shit, walk 5 miles
Fill gloves dog shit, tape them on
Fill rubber hood with dog shit
Smear dog shit in armpits every days as deodorant (or rather, "odorant")
Set out dog shit to dry, eat it
Put dog shit in blender, make a smoothie
Drop dog shit in a glass of piss, let it dissolve fully and then drink
Find incredibly fresh dog shit... eat while still warm
Put dog shit in microwave, smear on face while hot
Dry a piece of dog shit until it can be mashed into a powder. Then make tea
Leave out a piece of dog shit until it gets white mold on it. Then eat
Rim a dog's asshole
Collect dog shit, put each piece in shirt (or overalls, or briefs) and carry it home that way
Eat dog shit, puke, and then eat again

Scene #4: Mummification assplay

i want to be mummified more securely than i have ever been. i am laying on the sling, my arms and legs securely tied to the chains that go to the ceiling. Earplugs and a gag under a hood. Fistmitts, boots, straightjacket, leather. Straps cinching my tighter and tighter. i won't be able to speak at all. i can't move a muscle, not even to twitch or jerk. However, my nipples and dick and balls are exposed for torture. And one thing more... my asshole. This scene is all about my ass.

The tops will start with one greased finger up my ass. But the scene will go on for hours - all concentrating on my rectum. i'd be given an enema while in bondage, several of them... using the Bardex balloons that make sure that i can't expel the enema until the Master allows me to. And that might be a half hour later than i desire.

After the numerous cleaning enemas, then the fun starts.

Scene #5: Dirt

i fantasize about being as dirty as possible. i would be stripped naked, and forced to roll in mud. Then, i put on clothes, and roll some more. Maybe pour something nasty on me: a bottle of pancake syrup or blackstrap molasses. Then, i have to turn my clothes inside out, and do it again. Nacho cheese in my underwear, tomatoe juice down my shirt. Then, i put on another layer or clothes and do it again. Eventually, i am wearing seven or eight layers of clothes, sweating and stinking inside from the mixture of sweat and gunge. i am forced to exercise like that. Then i'm tied up and put to bed for the night. i will be begging for a shower in the morning.

Scene #6: Upping the Ante

i met a woman named "Sir C", and she teaches a class at Leather conventions called "Upping the Ante". It's full of mindfucks that turn a basic S&M scene into an experience to remember. On purpose, i haven't asked much about the details of her lecture. Instead, i want the scene done to me - every step a surprise and an intense learning experience.

Scene #7: Blindfolded weekend

i want to be blindfolded for 48 hours. Or hooded with a tight fitting leather hood. But the idea is that i won�t be able to see for at least two full days.

i�d come over to a nice Master�s house, and immediately strip naked. The hood goes on as the first thing. Ok, maybe the second thing after a long goodbye hug. But the hood/blindfold is locked on, and it stays on until the Master lets me go.

Of course there would be the usual slave things: blowjobs, anal sex, whippings, and other service. Cleaning is a little hard with a blindfold on, but i bet He�d find a way to make me useful all weekend. i imagine that sleeping would be difficult too, particularly after i haven�t been able to see for a long time and the whole world becomes disorientating. If the Master was particularly sadistic, he could rearrange the furniture periodically!

Scene #8: Forced feeding

This scene is all about a different sense: taste. In this one, i am tied up securely to a chair at the dining table. i can't use my hands, so my Master has to feed me. And he will torture me with the food he feeds me.

There are an amazing number of things i could be forced to eat: baby food, hot sauce, rotten food, insects, maggots, prison loaf, dog food. Stuffed mouthfuls of puddings and mush spilling down my chin and messing up my shirt. Then blindfolded, my imagination would turn a lot of normal foods into horrible things: soft tomatoes become eyeballs, pretzels become bones. Lie to me, and then make me eat it up. BY the end, i bet i puke more than once, you better set a big tarp on the floor under me. My face would be dripping, my clothes filthy. My stomach is lurching and i'm begging not to have to et another bite as You open up another tupperware container and show me what's inside for me to eat...

Scene #9: Waterboarding

i want to be waterboarded, just like at Abu Ghraib.

Scene #10: Intubation

This is a tricky fantasy. i want to be mummified and intubated. This is an extreme medical scene. Inserting the tube can lead to puking, and then aspirating the puke... deadly dangerous. But once the tube is connected to the respirator, the slave is no longer in control of his own breathing. Now *that's* breath control.

Scene #11: Public bathroom

Master brings me to an outdoor public toilet and supervises while i clean. i first take off my shirt and shorts so i am naked, and use those to clean the dirty floor tiles. Then, i have to lick the urinal and toilet, and the Master points out if i miss a spot. Then, i have to put back on my dirty clothes and go home stinking.